Hiii! Ayesha. 20 yrs old (until Feb. 23rd ^_^). College Senior. California Living.
Living this life, doing my best to follow Christ. Sinner.
I made this tumblr dedicated to giving up my sinful ways and living my life Christ. This blog is to help me, and maybe by helping myself I will be helping others. I most likely will be judged for using a blog to keep me on track with my relationship with Christ, but I believe it's what I need right now. My personal feelings, convictions, struggles and everything else will be posted on here so maybe I can look back and see what I went through in the past just incase I forget. I learned and continue to learn this world has nothing to offer me.
I'm tired of giving God half of me, I want to learn to give all of me. To trust Him whole heartedly. I don't want to be afraid anymore of what could happen in the future. I just want to love God and know that He is all that I need in my life.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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Struggle pt.3
Haven’t posted in a while, but you will understand later when I get home ;). But right now I’m struggling with self issues such as low self-esteem, not being satisfied with my life right now where I’m at. It’s not that I’m at a bad point in my life I mean others would consider it good, but I’ve realized this year that I’m NEVER satisfied at any point in my life nor am I satisfied with my accomplishments. I mean its good that I will always strive for more, but it’s also bad that I will strive for more and probably run myself down and never live in the moment. I’m on my way to graduating from a top research University and I will be getting my Masters in Social Work in the Fall in Jesus name! However, I’m not satisfied in my life, I feel like I could do more. There is more that could be done I feel like I’m not doing enough or it’s just a little accomplishment. Maybe its because I’m comparing myself to others who are doing other things in their life. Whereas I should be grateful for where I am which I am, but I still don’t feel like it’s enough. I’m also dealing with body issues, hating myself for a lot of things and it makes me angry because I just don’t know what to do. But yea that’s my rant for now.
You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. (Jeremiah 29:13)
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Me: God, I've let You down so much
God: You can't let me down. You don't hold me up. I hold you up.
prayer of: chit-chatting
“For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, ‘Abba, Father’ ” (Romans 8:15, NIV)
When you acknowledge that Jesus is the Son of the living God, that He came to earth, lived a sinless life, died for our sins and rose again on the third day, then you have a new relationship with God. He becomes your Savior. People receive this truth and know God as the all-powerful, all-mighty Creator of the universe — the King of kings and the Lord of lords. And, He is all of that and worthy of our praise! But, many people don’t realize how personal God wants to be with you. He doesn’t just want you to see Him as living far off, He wants you to know Him as a close, loving and gentle Father — your Daddy.
If you didn’t have a good father growing up, don’t let that taint the image of who your heavenly Father is. He is merciful. He is forgiving. He is loving. Let the Word of God show you how good and faithful He is. Get to know Him in a more personal way. Talk to Him on a daily basis. Remember, you don’t have to go through anybody else to talk to God. You have a direct line. Know Him as your Savior, know Him as your Lord, know Him as your Father, and know His love in a new way.
